My First EVER time Raging

So, i just played as Mercury using Jararonatsu's build (it works very well). I was calling solo but noone was calling jungle and at last i am forced to duo with Xbalanque against a solo He Bo. I was doing well early game and even counter enemy's Mercury gank and killing him and at a time i realized i got 3/0/1 and i thought "oh yeah, we're gonna do well

Time passes and there was another gank from Mercury, i am trying to counter him again but eventually fail. I felt okay, maybe he outplayed me but at that time i realized my team fed him, HARDCORE. No, this is not why i rage, but after this, i rage

I continue playing as an Isis that was mid keep complaining. She said that enemy's mercury is so better and OP. I was like ok, he is good. but at a sudden, she said "i wish our mercury is as good as him", and this is when i start raging., I'm okay if she is doing well, but she was 4/12/somethingnotgood and i was 6/6/something though enemy's mercury was 16/3/something. At the end, she kept complaining and even put me on blame. I was hating her and saying that she fed him so much but she said that i must admit i am worse than enemy's Mercury. I might be worse at KDA but i outplayed him earlier. At 0 score, I killed him twice and i outplayed her. Well, i don't know what to said anymore, i'm stressed right now

I get frustrated when I'm not performing well, but it honestly cheers me up when others blame me or get mad at me.

When someone says this to me i have a personal rule for my self.

I allow my self 1 reply in which i say that yes maybe the enemy is better then me but we will never know because you/other guy fed him and we won't be at the same strenght.

Then i say if you want to blame someone then blame yourself/feeder for getting him fed and start playing the game.

Then i tell them they are muted.

This is what I would have said:

"Stat,wise, he is."

"However, it's only that way because you fed him."

"When he first ganked us, I outplayed him, and ended up with a few kills."

"So, I'm the better player is terms of skill, he's the better player with terms of this game's stats, therefore being better than me in theis match."

...and mute isis, so I don't hear her raging comeback.

The first time I ever raged... was against an AD, attack speed Ra.

It was literally the most infuriating thing to ever exist. I was Artemis, trying to shoot down a ****ing bird that could NOT be hit, meanwhile despite being AD, meanwhile his abilities still h did so much damage that he could kill me with no effort.

That person is also my best friend, so he totally knows my play style.

I screamed, quit the game, and almost cried. It was not a good day. He was laughing, but after I let loose he never laughed at one of my rages again. Ever.

Raging is part of the game. If there is no raging then that means the world has found peace. And there is no such thing as "Peace".

"Peace" is just an illusion created for ideals and goals of ambitions and the like. To follow but not grasp in the end. To wish but not to have.

So Rage all you can. Because that means the world is still alive.

*Bows*

I honestly only play Smite with my clan, because I'm pretty good as a player, but when it comes to random people whom I have never played with, they often times get me killed by doing stupid things.

When this happens to me I usually tell my team that "I am do my best."
If they still complain then I teleport back, magically turn into a troll, sell everthing I'd build, build completely wrong and try to do anything in my power to make my teammates mad.

This is called intentional feeding, and while I am a HUGE troll, it's unfortunately a bannable offense, if it wasn't, hell, I'd probably do it on occasion when I feel like it. At least I can still troll elsewhere.
So, just try and keep low on the intentional feeding, if you get reported enough, you'll get banned.

Eh, I think no one understand what I meant. I mean I was THE BEST in my team only having score -1 if you didn't include the assist. I WAS able to kill the enemy's mercury BEFORE HE GET FED from my teammates that are complaining about me