You guys may have (I hope you did) wondered why I have been inactive for two straight weeks. I think this sums it up pretty well.

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Okay, okay, I just visited California to visit my grandmother and see the big Sur (and work on my Pokemon team, ofc). But close enough.
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[p] So. I'm on the fence about what meta role I want to specialize in: Support, ADC, or Solo.

I've probably played solo the most of the three, so it's the one I'm most comfortable with right now. However, I've been finding it quite boring at times, and at others I seem pretty useless. Probably my best role of the three, but the one I probably like the least (maybe).

The only time I get a feeling of exhilaration without an adrenaline rush is when I play ADC. It's very strange - I find it really fun, but in a different sense then one I can explain. The problem here is, there's only like, a 7-10 god pool at MOST that you can play. I favor this second.

I correlate nervous energy with Support now. When I play support, I find myself constantly analyzing when I should do what, which isn't bad at all, except the energy buildup from it sometimes comes out, resulting in me Belly Flopping whenever it's off CD. I'm actually leaning here the most; I feel that if I can learn to support, it would…
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As some of you may have known, I have hinted at a weekly series where I provide an in-depth analysis of a god based on theorycrafting.

If not... now you know.

When I hinted at it, I said that it would be on Geb. But saying that he'll be changed heavily within the next few patches, like all gods, that would be a horrible idea.

So I think my first one may be Ares.

I'm not sure when the first one's coming out, but when it does, the subsequent ones WILL be weekly (I would've already had the BBCoding framework). And saying I have to do a Passion Project for my school, I think this will be it! so I promise you that it actually will come! :D
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did I hear that right? Is the SmiteFire clan occasionally participating in tournaments? did I?

please don't let it be true. If it is, then I don't think I could control myself, literally. Last time I had a chance to go competitive, all I remember is a complete ignorance of education and about 3 reams of papers crammed with theorycrafting. Never again shall I think of going competitive in TF2 again.

Also, I archived my Ra guide, as if this is true, I'll probably drop all biases (boring, OP, broken, bad, dull, necessary, any labelings from tier lists), clear all experience, and start from scratch, starting with comparing each and every god to each other mathematically to create a chart showing every single circumstance to pick every single god, down to all combinations of teams, all combinations of bans and picks, everything - it would show you what god to pick when you have a Guan and Athena and they have a Nu Wa and Neith, and a different god to pick if you have Guan and Athena and …
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I had no idea where to put this, so I'm putting it here.

For the past few nights, a strange number sequence has been appearing in all my dreams: 7153 4628. I didn't think much of it until it appeared for the fifth time in a row. Whenever I ask about it in the dream, I never got any constructive answers. I mean, it appears in the most random places, too - the whole thing reminds me of the phrase "Bad Wolf" from the first season of the new series in Doctor Who.

But I finally have some sort of clue: one dream, I was in the Warhammer Universe - specifically, roaming the streets of Mordheim, City of the Damned. I find my way to the Rock, and in passing by, saw an Augur from the Sisters of Sigmar running towards me. She said that she was in my debt, for some unkown reason, and would do anything. I asked her what the numbers meant (they appeared in this dream as the address of the ruins I had slept in). She said that they represented a symbol, and that I could only get the symbol from the n…
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