I was writing the title and then I realised "hey, Mercury-quote" =D But yeah, I'm just awesome .... okay, sorry.
But I really don't have that much time at the moment. It's 7 a.m. and my bf could wake up soon, so I have to hurry a little. But I just really wanted to share something good with you guys. Today is my birthday and to me it's not that special to be honest. Though, this year something great happened. My bf was going to come to my place (doesn't happen very often) and he was supposed to be here around 11 a.m. That's 4 hours from now. The last few days I was counting down the hours because I really missed him and needed him very much. Here comes the great part: yesterday, when I was done at work (at a half past 12 p.m.), I got a message from him saying he was already on his way. I couldn't believe him at first, but some time later, he was here. Really the best birthday present I have ever had in my whole life <3
I hope you guys all have a great day!
Signing out.
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Let's start with some good news. Yesterday was Kingsday (yay). The weather turned out to be a lot better than we expected, so that was great. It did rain every now and then, but the forecast said that it would rain almost the whole day. In stead, there was quite some sunshine =) I didn't do much actually, just walked around with some friends and ordered some pizzas in the evening. Usually people (escpecially my age) drink a lot on this day, but we didn't. Personally, I can't drink much due to medicine, but I don't really like it either (anymore). No, I'm not saying this right. I like alcohol, some drinks taste quite good. But I don't think it's cool or necessary to have fun. Some of my friends need alcohol for everything. It's like they can't have fun without it. I think that's sad honestly. And between you and me; they're awefully annoying with even the least bit of alcohol -.-
The less good part is about smite sadly. I've been getting so damn irritated lately. I know that's a bad thi…
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At the moment it's a half past 10 p.m. I just got home from work and yes, that's really early. Usually I'm still working around this time. I'm only glad though, I didn't feel like working anyway.
I know it's weird, but I really miss my bf. Why is that weird? Well, I was with him today .... But the moment the traindoors closed, I felt so empty and awful. It didn't really help that I had a terrible dream last night and I couldn't find a way to tell my bf about it.
I will see my bf this sunday. Though that seems so far away =( But sunday will be a special day. He will come over to my place (doesn't happen that often due to reasons), because sunday *drums* is my *drums* BIRTHDAY!! =D Yay, party!! .... Not really actually, I'm not having a party. Haven't had one for like 10 years, but I'm absolutely fine with that. I don't care so much about parties of presents, I just want to spend time with people dear to me. And this year will be the best birthday ever, because the person I love the most…
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Well, it's official; I've fallen back into a depression. It's awful. I feel bad a lot, physically, mentally and emotionally. I even feel bad when I don't even know why. When I'm around people, I manage to smile, but I don't actually want to smile.
Though, I'm not here to complain about that. I'm not even really going to talk about me being gone for so long. I'll just talk about smite.
I was able to complete the quest with the bonus round in arena. I was really happy about it, because I wasn't able to play that much, so I missed a couple of days. But yesterday I was surprised to see that the bonus round is still there. I really don't mind since I like it pretty much. But there is another quest now, so it seems weird to me.
About the new underworld quest: I don't really understand it to be honest. It says that you need to get 500 combined kills and assists, but what does that mean? Yesterday I played 2 games. In the first game I had 3 kills and around 10 assists (don't remember the exact…
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Yes, stupid. What? Me. Last friday I stayed at home because I still wasn't feeling that well, but that was a big mistake. Something aweful happened between me and my father. I'm pretty sure it's not wise to talk about it, even though I'd like to get some weight off of my shoulders. The day before I said I didn't really want to stay at home because my father would be there, so it was almost like I predicted it. I wish I had listened to myself!!
All that caused a lot more health problems though. I barely slept and I could barely eat. Today I felt like a wreck, but I had to go to school because I had an important appointment with someone. But if it wasn't for that, I'm not sure if I would've went.
But enough of that. Let's find some positive things amd since this site is about smite, let's talk about that. I was able to play with a friend of mine yesterday. We were trying to complete the clan quest (win 30 arena matches while partied with another member) and we're almost there. I know it …
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