Stupid stupid stupid stupid

Yes, stupid. What? Me. Last friday I stayed at home because I still wasn't feeling that well, but that was a big mistake. Something aweful happened between me and my father. I'm pretty sure it's not wise to talk about it, even though I'd like to get some weight off of my shoulders. The day before I said I didn't really want to stay at home because my father would be there, so it was almost like I predicted it. I wish I had listened to myself!!
All that caused a lot more health problems though. I barely slept and I could barely eat. Today I felt like a wreck, but I had to go to school because I had an important appointment with someone. But if it wasn't for that, I'm not sure if I would've went.
But enough of that. Let's find some positive things amd since this site is about smite, let's talk about that. I was able to play with a friend of mine yesterday. We were trying to complete the clan quest (win 30 arena matches while partied with another member) and we're almost there. I know it sounds like an easy quest, but for it isn't. Not because we're not able to win, but our (my) clan is still so small. A few days ago I gained 2 more members, so now we have .... *exciting drums* .... 12 members =| Yeah, it sucks actually. Some of them are barely online too. But I won't give up. I still don't expect it to become very large or popular, but I still hope to make at least a decent clan =P
Lastly, I want to set a goal for myself. It doesn't really have anyhing to do with any of you, but since people know about it, I'll be more motivated to complete it. I will try to go to school the whole week, follow every class, don't miss an hour. Of course there are a few exeptions: public transportation could suck so I'll be late (like this morning -_-) or I feel like I'm about to die. That sounds extreme, but I mean that I can only stay at home or go home early when I really can't go home.
I know I can do this!! =D
Signing out.