Need Help. Willing to learn ANY role.

Yes I suppose so. I have tried being more aggressive but I end up dying or panicking and missing my abilities. Sometimes I have issues with global awareness. Im not sure if/how I can fix this.

I know what you mean, I do the same sometimes; just end up fumbling my buttons. I'm guessing you don't have much experience in Smite? If so then that would be why. (:
You mentioned in your OP that you're 'off and on' with Smite, that could be the reason your awareness is off and also the reason for some of your other 'issues'. With more exp you'll get it under control.
I'm the opposite of you, you say you're passive but I think I'm way too aggressive. I try to initiate teamfights but sometimes my team doesn't back me up, then I'm dead. I think that's another situation that comes with exp; knowing how much damage character's can give/take.

So anyway, I think experience is what you're lacking. Try to find some good players to team with and playing with them will improve your overall game. Good players will know the best time to attack/back off, so you can use that and learn from it. (:

Vixa add me, might help a little, but wont be online for next 12hrs

I meant that I play Smite for a few months. Then I end up playing another game. But I always come back to it. I do play with friends but some are decent players and the good ones arent really interested in mentoring I dont think. I would like to play with someone who knows what theyre doing and can give me advice on gameplay and builds etc while we play.

Im guessing your name is the same as the one listed here? Mine is different. So Ill send a friend request when I log on. If not tonight then in the morning since you wont be here anyway.