i have no idea why im writting this down or even post this.
i don't want to write this.

the last week i have been very deprest. i have been getting random headache's, suddenly really sleepy and random moment's where i go from normal or happy to bumbed out.

i have been doing a lot of thinking about how my life is and what i did and what went wrong because. well. i guess i would call it an abnormal youth though that is an understatment.

some of you may remember me saying that i have been "bullied" in the "why we chose our username's?" thread well what i have told you in there was not even the tip of the iceberg.

the last couple of days i have been getting deprest because of a large number of thoughts have been running trough my mind and most are related to that "bullieïng". so i had to find away to clear up my mind and get this off of my chest because it has been starting to affect my life out side of my mind.

this is gonna be a long story and it's gonna be depressing for me to eve…
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